Brief Hiatus

You may see a pause in my blog posts here over the next couple of weeks. My Father-in-Law, my second dad, I'm told is in multiple organ failure and the best they can tell us is that "it doesn't look good". We came as soon as we heard and traveled to the hospital's Intensive Care Unit to be with family. Today is Day 2 after we were warned he may not make it through the night. It's all so sudden and I just don't want to give up hope. I'll be back as soon as I can. 

Euterpe WIP

Euterpe - Black & White Value Study

After a frustrating first attempt painting Euterpe, I'm approaching this miniature in a different way. This time, I decided to envision this Greek muse with a rich olive skin tone. I really liked Reaper's "Olive Skin Shadow" and I decided to buy the rest of the triad with Euterpe in mind.

Once the shipment arrived, I experimented a bit with this skin color triad on a "Shelf of Shame" miniature Elori who, at some point, had two hands (the missing hand once held an epic scythe). I made the mistake of bringing an unpainted Elori to a D&D game years ago where she stood-in as an evil sorceress boss. Afterward, she fell into the black hole bag of NPC/monster characters and was forgotten about for some time. When I finally found her, she had a stump and her scythe was nowhere to be found. I'll still use her for experimental paint colors & techniques-- I'm convinced I should paint her with a bloody stump for an arm to practice painting blood effects.. but I digress.

Now that I had found the right blending mixes with this new Olive Skin triad, I knew I was ready to paint Euterpe! I used Olive Skin as my base and used a 50/50 mix of base color + Olive Skin Shadow for my first shadow color. I progressively deepened the shadows in thin layers before I applied a similar 50/50 base coat + Olive Skin Highlight for her cheekbones, forehead, the bridge of her nose and chin. I used the same first highlight in thin layers on the tops of her arms and feet. I need to paint her eyes before I apply the second brighter final highlight. 

I'm really happy with the rich, summer-in-the-Mediterranean skin tone! I'm glad I revisited her color scheme from the beginning. Many times I see the original miniature and one of two problematic things happen:

  1. I'm influenced by the painted studio version in my color choices. 
  2. I attempt to choose drastically different colors from the studio model.

When #1 occurs, I end up picking similar colors that I can't help but envision the miniature in. Often times, I struggle with colors I've forced myself to use in the desperate hope that it will end up looking like the studio model (nice try). I also think "If the studio painter thought these were the best colors, why would I try something drastically different?"

When #2 occurs, I challenge myself to envision the miniature in a completely different way and I choose colors that do not exist in the studio model. I find this limits my creativity as I force myself to avoid colors that I probably would have chosen from the beginning. 

Both #1 and #2 happened during my first attempt at Euterpe. When I saw the beautiful skin tone of the studio model, I thought, "Euterpe the flautist muse should have a delicate, fair skin tone". Another part of me thought, "But the studio model has a purple dress. Now I can't paint a purple dress". Both of these thoughts led me to spend far too much time trying to create something that felt forced to the creative part of my brain. When that happens, I'm rarely able to complete a project that I'm happy with. I don't always have to be happy with the final outcome, especially if I'm just experimenting with a new technique. However, I love the Euterpe sculpt too much to make any compromises! So I went ahead and chose purple for her dress, though it's more of an amethyst jewel purple than the muted purple in the studio model. Not that there's anything wrong with the painted studio version-- I just like my version to be a little bit different and I love rich, saturated colors!

I'm still in the blending stages of the purples-- I want her dress to really stand out with more contrast. In the end, it will have brighter highlights and darker shadows in the deeper folds. In the meantime, I need to decide on her hair color. Do I want something natural like a mahogany brown with golden highlights? Or do I want to paint her hair in a fantasy color, like an interesting turquoise? 

The Drop Off

I dropped off the map again for over a week. When I say I've committed to posting every Monday and Thursday, I mean it. If I'm not keeping up with my posts, it means I'm not keeping up with a big part of my personal happiness. I become, what I call, "pangry" just like "hangry" = hungry + angry. "Pangry" is a state when I'm unable or unwilling to paint and I'm, frankly, insufferable-- and I pride myself on being a very nice person. Currently, I have a lot of change going on in my life and last night I broke down and escaped to my painting table. 

I'm still searching for personal peace & balance. I've started a new early morning workout program 3-4 times per week with more personal accountability. Now that my metabolism is starting to function properly, I wake up starving and cranky. So the Other Half (we'll call him O.H. from now on) sent me a link to an "angry, motivational workout song" by Rob Bailey with explicit lyrics like "I kill 'cause I'm hungry" and "Gonna carry this s--- on my f---ing back". When paired with this random picture of a baby bunny wearing a backpack, it makes me smile every time. 

Other than that, I've been traveling for work and to visit family in Dallas, Houston, Austin and Little Rock. While my new job will be less travel for me in the long run, it hasn't shown signs of slowing down just yet. 

I also snapped this picture during one of my road travels-- my new favorite accidental billboard combination:

Now back to painting! 

Last night I was all over the place once I sat down at my painting table. My painting approach was chaotic and unfocused-- very fitting considering how I was feeling at the time. However, I chose to embrace the fact that I was unwilling to make decisions on what to paint, how to paint it, and in which order. I painted thin  layers of skin color on Euterpe, the eyes of my barbarian woman Janna, the skin and purple cloak on the handless Elori miniature I love (I don't know when or how her scythe hand broke off but I'm painting her anyway), and very simple base coats of bright red on a Reptus Skullbreaker. Now that I hopefully have that out of my system, I'd like to finish one of these miniatures in the next week. It's too soon to say which one it will be. I'd like to bet on it being Janna, but you just never know!